never despise meager beginnings

I am beyond excited to be back in Auburn, my home away from home, for the new school year!  I'm officially settled in to my cute little attic room in Wittel Dormitory and getting prepared for the year ahead as the Resident Assistant of the building.  Having some free time before school starts has put me in a reflective mood, and looking back on my first year of college, I really can't imagine how it could have been more perfect.

The summer before my freshman year was the most incredible of my life thus far.  I was focused on the Distinguished Young Women program and getting prepared for the National Finals.  I experienced some of the best two weeks of my life in Mobile, Alabama, but when I returned home and realized that soon I would actually LIVE in Alabama, subdued panic set in.  In the weeks leading up to official move-in day at Auburn, I truly was terrified.  The thought of leaving my hometown, family, church, friends, and everything that was familiar to me and moving 700 miles away to the deep south (I didn't even know what real sweet tea TASTED like!) was incredibly scary.  I wondered if college would be a disappointment and worried that I wouldn't make friends or be successful.  As I stood crying in front of my dorm watching my parents drive away, a nagging question stayed in my mind: had I made a mistake?

It is hard to believe that the girl crying on the sidewalk last August and the one preparing for RA duties and her sophomore year of college are one and the same.  My expectations for Auburn were not only exceeded, but they were shattered!  The Lord was standing there on that sidewalk one year ago, holding my hand, reminding me that His blessing and providence would follow me.  God wanted me at Auburn and He wants me here today, and He was so faithful in proving that very fact over and over again.  

Before class even started last fall, I had 36 best friends who intentionally and lovingly got involved in my life; the Auburn University Singers adopted me into their family in a huge way.  From my grandfather passing away to my horseback-riding accident and even to my struggles with choreography, they were supporting and encouraging me more than I could have even hoped!  I know that a large part of my success during my first year stemmed directly from the incredible people I met in Singers.  I am so honored to be part of such a talented and passionate group of individuals!

The 2011-2012 AU Singers on our summer tour in Louisiana and Texas

Another blessing the Lord is using in my life here at Auburn has been the body of believers at Lakeview Baptist Church.  The very week that school started, I began going to Girls' Bible Study on Monday nights.  It was in my small group of girls at Lakeview that I met some of my very very best friends.  Within the first two weeks of school, I knew that these girls were going to challenge me in my walk with Christ and teach me what true friendship means.  At Lakeview, I have received so much Biblical instruction, exhortation to reach the world for Christ, and passion for worshiping the King in everything I do.  I am very grateful for my friends at Lakeview and know that the Lord has used Lakeview's ministry to exponentially grow my faith in the past year.

Precious Lakeview friends!

When I look back over the past year and start to appreciate the growth I've experienced and the incredible opportunities I've been presented, a quote comes to mind: never despise meager beginnings.  When I came to Auburn, I couldn't see the whole picture.  Even now, I know my journey here at Auburn is far from over.  However, I have learned that though we may not understand the reasoning behind things that happen in our lives, meager beginnings can become a spectacular masterpiece if we are patient and steadfast, trusting in the Lord to bring it together.  I've seen such a masterpiece beginning in the life of one of my friends and in our relationship: neither of us was "supposed" to come to Auburn.  We never should have met on this Earth.  And yet, we have both been directed to this place and have formed a friendship that will last for a lifetime.  God has been pulling together many meager beginnings for the past nineteen years.  And I can't wait until the beautiful masterpiece is revealed.

xoxo
Kinsey